I know many of my readers have been wondering where I’ve been and what I’ve been up to in recent months. I have been quite busy; or busy at least by my standards. So, in an effort to catch everyone up I thought it was time to get a “real” blog post written.
Life is definitely fuller since Eleanor graced us with her sweet presence. I forgot how delightful having a new baby in the house makes life. Don’t get me wrong, that delightfulness is not without its attached friend “sleep deprivation”, but it is totally worth it. I have to say, Eleanor is the perfect little 5 month old baby. Her first word was “Momma” and she is on the move and nearly crawling! It is funny to admit that in the first few weeks of her arrival I felt like I was a brand new mother all over again; panicking at the silliest things. My sweet midwife has been so sweet to take ALL of my frantic phone calls, even ones crying, and reassuring me of my full capability through Christ to mother my new little baby. It is quite the revelation to be reminded over and over again just how vulnerable I am to trying to measure up to other mother’s standards of “mothering”. I think every mother falls prey to this at some point, and it is just sad that we feel the need to measure ourselves by anything other than Jesus Christ. I often find myself romancing over how other mothers have these lovely schedules filled with visits from friends, play dates, visits to the park, etc., and what that would be like in my world. Then I am reminded that that simply would not be as lovely in my world because I actually don’t like all of that. I enjoy being “at home” with my babies and husband (when’s he off work). The running around that other families do on a daily basis, or even semi-weekly basis would bring such chaos and dysfunction to my world and family, and in my humble opinion defeats the calling to be “keepers at home”. I prefer the solace and predictability of being at home and it is our sanctuary.
At the beginning of this month I had the honor of opening my home up to a dear friend and 5 of her 6 children. It was true fellowship and it was much needed. This was the first time meeting my friend in the flesh and it was such a blessing. I made a big supper, and some yummy gluten free brownies, and then had the pleasure of preparing a big wholesome breakfast for everyone before they got back on the road. This is the type of fellowship that Malachi and I crave with like-minded families. The Lord worked it all out, as He always does, by convicting us of the way we eat. My friend and her family eat pretty much the same way we do, except I don’t grind my own grains. It was so nice to know that I was providing this family with a good meal that wouldn’t cause any stress or worry about inconveniencing us with specialty foods or allergy considerations; it was all planned out in advance by the Lord! I am now preparing to open our home once again to a woman that I dearly love and I’m so excited to have her and her new husband in our home for two nights. She taught me how to crochet and is bringing me some goodies to help me with sewing!
I am very thankful that the Lord has provided a bigger home for us, even if it is an apartment. We literally just move up the sidewalk from our other apartment which made the move the easiest we’ve made yet! I still do not have our home completely the way I want it, but that is ok, I’m in no rush. We’ve enjoyed utilizing the extra space by making the third bedroom a play/homeschool room, and we’re getting Sofia and Charlotte a queen size bed for their room. After my friend and her children departed, both girls decided they wanted to sleep on the queen size air mattress we had set up for our guests. I think it is super sweet that the girls would prefer to sleep in the same bed; it is just the cutest thing to walk in before I go to bed to check on them and they are sleeping so sweetly next to each other. They really are the best of friends, and that is the way it is supposed to be.
As you may have noticed in the past week or so, I’ve been crocheting a lot! I’ve listed several new items to my Etsy Shop online and praying the Lord will provide some extra income through it. This would greatly help with my desire to can and preserve foods as I have to buy my fresh produce because we do not have the room to grow our own garden. I’ve made Lemon-Honey Jelly, Pomegranate Jelly and Strawberry-Rhubarb Jam and have enjoyed it so very much. Today the girls helped me make the Strawberry-Rhubarb Jam. It was so much fun having them in the kitchen with me today teaching them something of true benefit for the future. Malachi and I have a vision of being self-sustaining some day and learning the basic art of canning and preserving our foods is an honorable work that will greatly benefit our family. I’m even thinking about starting an Etsy Shop to sell some of the jams and jellies I make; but that is still a mere “thought”.
Yesterday I worked all day (9 hours) on making the cutest rag quilt for Eleanor. It really was a labor of love. There were moments where I didn’t think I’d ever get it done. Slowly but surely I finished it and it turned out so stinking cute! I’m thinking about making more and selling them, BUT I won’t try and make it all in one day anymore. I’d love to just buy fabric and get lots of squares cut out and ready for sewing instead of trying to cut them out as I make a quilt. It is still all just in the “thinking” process as to whether I will sell them or not. I am going to make one for Sofia and Charlotte, and then after that I will revisit the idea of selling them. I’ve thought about how I could make them and keep the cost down, but with the amount of time it took for me to make one, I’d have to greatly factor that in as well because “time is money” as well. So many things to think about, but how fun it is to have ideas!
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| Front of Quilt |
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| Back of Quilt |
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| I made a little pocket on one of the squares |
I will be completely done with my Bachelor’s degree in December! I cannot believe I am nearing the finish line. I can definitely say getting my degree, even though I did it solely online, has been hard work, often times stressful. No accomplishment will ever top my homebirth will Eleanor, but getting this degree sure has been an accomplishment. While I don’t have any grandeur ideas that having it will bring more respect or fame to my life, but it sure will be something I can look at and say “I did it!” I did it without abandoning my family. I did it without compromising my beliefs. I did it and still maintained my intellectual and religious integrity. And I only did it by the grace of God and the support and encouragement from my husband! I will have a Bachelor’s in Social Science with a Concentration in Education, but don’t let that last part confuse you; I can promise my philosophy on education was only strengthened by learning about how our public school system was constructed and how it is maintained. I am even more convinced that homeschooling is the only option for Christians.
I am having some medical issues; the same ones I was having back in May. I will be seeing a specialist soon and we’re praying that the problem is nothing serious. Please keep me in prayer that the doctors will know how to get things under control, and that Malachi won’t need to miss any work. In May he missed an entire week of work, and we really don’t want this to happen again.
I will end my post here, and I am grateful for all my readers who have remained faithful in prayer for me and my family!
Serving God and Family,
Crystal <>< (SAHM)